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Monday, July 26, 2004

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Sunday, June 27, 2004

"Breaking The Habit"

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again

[Bridge:]
I don't want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

[Bridge:]
I dont want to be the one
The battles always choose
'Cause inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
Tonight

[Bridge:]
I'll paint it on the walls
'Cause I'm the one at fault
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

[Chorus:]
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I’m breaking the habit
Tonight


life is a long lesson...live and learn


Thursday, June 17, 2004

It's the way
That he makes you feel
It's the way
That he kisses you
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love

It's the way
That he makes you cry
It's the way
That he's in your mind
It's the way
That he makes you fall in love

sugarcult...pretty good band...awsome song x)

u know when there's this one momment that u wish u could stay in for just a lil longer? it might seem sillie or stupid to other ppl...but it matters that much 2 u...

JUNIOR PROM TOMORROW!!! haha it's gonna be soooo lame!!!hope i dun trip in my 3 inch heels..lol...god i need to work on my balance..and learn to walk in heels w/o looking like i just recovered from a car accident...

hmm..every1 is upset over their sat score...i dun know my score and i dun wanna know my score..i'll deal w/ it when it comes in the mail  buh for those crying or suicidal rite now...the sats ISN'T ur life and u CAN take it again if u want...so cheer up every1!!! and if all else fails...alkehol!!! tehe...


Monday, June 14, 2004

HAPPY SWEET 16TH JESS!!! we all love u thisssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss much!!!!! x)

WOOHOO!!! LAST DAY OF SKOOL!!!!

classes next year:

P$7F E7EB SBMD SB9 E7PH SUPB MAXX H8 H7Vs AP47s ZLN5

hmm...not bad...

GOOD LUCK ON UR REGENTS AND FINALS EVERYONE!! tehe...just 2 more weeks and i'm home freeeeeeee!!!!! mwahahaha

 


Saturday, June 05, 2004

love me love me

say that u love me

fool me fool me

go on and fool me

leave me leave me

say that u need me

all throu the SAT I ... THIS is the song suck in my head...of ALL the freakin songs that i know THIS has to be the one playing OVER AND OVER again in my messed up head...*sigh

went to sleep at 10 last nite hoping to get sum sleep and feel rested in the morning w/ a clear mind to take the SAT head on...buh then my fag neighbors decided to have a party, blasting the music sooo freakin' loud...

when i finally fell asleep...i had the WORST nightmare EVER omg it was sooo freaky...so woke up at 12:34...yes i remember exactly...and couldn't sleep for like an hour cuz everytime i closed my eyes i would return to that bloody horror

so woke up this morning annoyed...and had a bad tummy ache during the test...hurted pretty bad so i couldn't perform my very best *sigh i swear i'm cursed or sumthing...some1 dun want me to do well on the SAT oh wellz

reasons why ppl think i'm depressed

1) minha: it's the way u carry urself, the way u walk, the way u slouch...

2) peter: it's the way ur hair falls on ur face and covers ur face...

3) brian: it's the things u say 

okk...that's alot, buh i can change that. i can change the way i walk, how my hair looks, and pay attention to wut i say x) tehe buh 1st u have to believe me when i say I'M NOT DEPRESSED!!!  



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